and that's alright
i know that things don’t look bright, and i won’t know unless i try. but i couldn’t care any otherwise. i know this disease isn’t curable. and the damage done is irreparable. but its my body, and thats alright.
I am not okay right now.
baby’s lungs are filling up with water / and tiny grasping fingers / and a heart warm and beating / will soon stop fighting for life / and i almost pull the plug / but i don’t / and i could save / all of these pure-souled children / a catcher in the rye / but you’ve lost will to live / nothing is eternal / i am not your friend / so why dont you fuck off and die / i can’t...